To the one that got away …

To you, T. — the one that “got away” … You were meant to be “my first”, but it didn’t happen … circumstances, culture, i dunno … But I loved you and lusted after you … gawd! Your milky white Japanese skin, slender body, proper/seductive demeanour … i went wild (as you know). and the […]

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Call me “haram” …

yeah … call me “haram”, if that makes you feel “clean” … i have played the “other man” with men who were married, arab … and not. i have been with both women and men at the same time, and in between, and after … i have never discriminated: i love black women, white women […]

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Truth.

I probably cannot handle the truth, but humour me with some sweet lies … I will love you for it with all my heart; life has no purpose without Truth … even false Truth will suffice. Truth is a whore. Surely, Truth is a whore in ambush; scenting the trail of the seeker with anticipation […]

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Identity and idolatry.

IDENTITY. Don’t be afraid … and don’t be a bioche, or a jackass of all trades. Can’t you see that I don’t really want to have sex with you … ? I want to be loved, and looked up to; and I sometimes want to “be you”. Am I searching for identity in all the […]

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